Days

I took my Philosophy final, I felt pretty confident when I walked into class. I was actually excited to see what questions there where and wondered if I would be able to answer them with ease. I wish semesters lasted as long as a summer session. I have July 27th-Aug 14th freeee, weeeee! I feel like I actually learned a few things from this class, but I'm sure I have felt this before and come three years later I just remember bits and pieces that are probably incorrect. I am pretty sure I got a B in the class. I seem to be an average student. It is unfortunate because I am most positive if I put a little bit more effort I would be able to get a better grade. What is going to happen when I start taking classes that will be difficult for me? I have to realize that I WILL HAVE TO take time from doing unproductive things and study, study until my eyes burn and my mind is clusterfucked.

 Anyway, I really enjoyed my Philosophy class, Dr. King (hahahaha) is an awesome teacher with a great personality and sense of humor. I would really love to have a beer/coffee with her and have her enlighten me with her knowledge. I have my schedule for Fall and I am FINALLY taking a dreaded math class. I also got Political Science (blah, ugh, what the f) and an online Intro to Psych class. I sure do love me them online courses, yeh?

I also have three classes wait listed, Cinema, Film Photography, and Communication Studies. I am aiming for the Cinema class because it would work perfectly with my schedule, my second choice is Photography because I sure miss the darkroom and I would really like to learn the technical aspects of something I really enjoy doing. The issue with a photo class right now is funds, I don't think I have the funds and I don't qualify for Financial Aid right now. The third option, Communication Studies, would require a large time gap, I don't want to drive to Rancho twice in a day and I sure as hell don't know what I'd do with so much time. Maybe I should just take three classes, who knows if I am truly ready for a full load, but sometimes I tell myself that I just need to 'do it'.

 Tomorrow is the funeral, I wonder how it's gonna be. It is going to be a catholic mass, I am kind of interested because I never really went to church. My parents are going too. I wonder how A is truly feeling...